Tuesday, January 5, 2010

~B.O.R.I.N.G~

Life after SPM is so bored......

Haih... Just went out looking for a job with my friend, Kevin Tham yesterday...

We went to Pavilion, Low Yat, then to timesquare, the place where we saw Phua Chu Kang shooting the latest episode there. He's tall, even taller than me. We went all over the places, asked all kinds of shop for vacancy. From OGAWA to SONY, Fashion shops to optical glasses shops. Guess what? Only few interviewed us as most them prefer full-time worker and FEMALE... So, girls are taking over the world right now??? What a pain.

So what if your science stream? So what if your result is splendid?
If nobody admire your talent, your nobody at the end.

At least, what I can do now other than looking for a job, which seem to be impossible for me to find 1, would be doing research on many different things that I always interested. For example, forecasting weather, reading body language, expression, how to create bomb and etc. Not only that, I got nothing better to do until I spent most of my time by practising my left hand to write.

I miss my school life, miss my friends and the teachers, some of them...

Sad that it's over for me. :(

Saturday, January 2, 2010

Accident.....

I saw an accident. Like usual, the formula for a car accident to occur would be, a road, for sure highly would be a motorist(the unlucky one) and a usual driver ( also, the unlucky one).


I realised something, death seem to be just around me. This isn't the first time I saw a real car accident, even this is the first time the victim died, on the spot. The time I was there, he was breathing, rapidly. Although I was standing behind him, I could tell that, he was struggling in agony...


He was in a great pain....


I was totally helpless, I couldn't do anything to help him, so as the rest. Standing there is the only thing and the best thing we can do right after we'd called for ambulance.


Only God knows, the pain he felt.


I left, but part of my souls stayed right there, with him.


"He's dead now," My mum told me. At least, that was what my neighbour told her.


He was still breathing when I was there and I thought that he would survive that. I thought it was just an usual accident, but I was wrong and he's gone for good.


Then, something strikes deep into my heart,


What if, he's a husband to someone? A father?


They are waiting for him to be back home. He left home like usual, to some places like usual, but something unusual happened and he won't be back home......


You see, this is life. At least, that was what I saw.


Unlike weather, you would never ever forecast changes and 'unusual things' in life, your life, someone else life.


That's why we must always appreciate people around us.


A simple thing that we would never actually do it, until it is just too late.


What I saw? I don't know. Maybe you would know better than I do.